move on in life

2010-01-24T11:09:00.002+08:00

its been 3 weeks since eri1 starts skolin n i start workin..
currently workin in IOI Mall Princess shoes n handbag store..
time passes so fast =X
hmm.. basically dis few weeks..
i oni wake ~> work ~> home ~> slp =X
workin is tirin! T.T
kinda get used 2 it d thou..
d 2nd day i starts work, i met Thia =.=''
she was like..
lookin at d shoes.. den sudenly saw me n..
EHH? HI CC~!!
hahaz~
she was wif Joan dat time.. but i nvr met Joan b4, so i din reg her n so did she..
den Thia says.. CC arr~~ Hui Yee arr~~
den both of us oni noe each other =X
we chat 4 a little while oni, den she wan cont go shoppin ler..
last week, Edmund came 2 look 4 me 4 lunch.
coz he gt offday n so he help his mom in salon opposite IOI Mall..
when i break he come over IOI Mall 2 look 4 me n lunch 2gether^^
quite a long time since i last met Edmund..
so i look at him 4 awhile n he noticed =X
n so, i told him i felt he is abit diff from d last time we met..
like abit fat d =X
he says he rili fat ler, coz when he work, he keep eattin chocs =X
dats y lu..
i oso wan 2 eat chocs T.T
lolx..
eri mon is my offday..
any1 wan 2 go out wif me on mon..?
tml wanted 2 go sg wang / timesquare..
but no ppl accompany me =.=''
kinda bored 2 go alone..
summore so FAR!
hmm...

Happy New Year & B'day dinner

2010-01-06T02:52:00.005+08:00

ok i noe its abit late, but stil..
Happy New Year guys^^
as u guys noe (i think), last sun was my b'day..
nvr celebrate on d day itself, oni went 4 dinner at nite wif my family =X
we went 2 a buffet steamboat restaurant located juz beside IOI Mall.
or shud i say its a buffet shabu shabu restaurant o.o
well, wadeva.. as long as its a restaurant la =X

yam ice cream <3

goat's meat i ordered =X

some of d things i ate..

wad a mess =.='' (d ppl u saw in pic w/o head is my mom n sis lol)

like sushi O.O but its food 4 our dinner =X

maple fren mega-ed me 4 bday~^^

B'day Celebration

2009-12-29T23:43:00.006+08:00

sunway piramid's x'mas set up

hmm.. as i said last 2 days,
i had my early birthday celebration 2day @ sunway piramid..
early in d mornin i woke up.. around 8 i think?
mom's out 2day.. so me n sis gt no body send us 2 sunway so we wanted 2 take bus thr..
sudenly, i tot of Soon Lim (used 2 b my neighbour, nw moved further abit).
he said he's goin 2 sunway wif us..
so.. called n asked him 2 fetch us thr oso if he can..
n he said..
'hmm.. later i'm goin 2 near ur hse thr da bao things 2 eat,
i think can da bao u n ur sis oso, no prob'
da bao me n my sis =.=''
anyway, so we went sunway 2gether..
tot Soon Lim is goin sunway piramid..
when we almost reach,
den oni i realised dat he gt class 2 attend..
his college = The One Acedemy
well, if u noe sunway, 4 sure u noe dis college..
oni a street away from sunway piramid lol.
his mom droped us in front of Soon Lim's college,
so me n my sis walked thr while Soon Lim go 4 his class.
once reached, i called eri1 whom told me comin 2day..
1st, John.. he picked up n i told him i reached.
he was woke by my call n was SHOCKED lolx =X
coz d time when i called was around 9.15am?
we actualy said meet at around 11am =X
i was 1 n a half hr earlier >.<
n so, he quickly wake up n say try 2 reach ASAP
2nd, Vincent gor.. called few times no ans =.=
3rd, ah Rong.. he said 'erm.. i wil reach late wor.. 2pm++ mayb'
so.. i said.. 'okie lu.. c u later den'
4th, Candy.. no ans as well =.=
5th n d last was Jing aka Apple..
she was oso, woke by my call =X
she said she couldn't go coz no transport..
expected actualy.. so nvm =.=''
after call.. its around 9.30am..
but den, d mall hven open yet..
so sis n i went Starbuck 2 hv our breakfast (so called)
den after eat, we entered d mall.
1st thing we did, was findin Guardian / Watsons
well, coz my legs were hurt by my shoes =.=
nt so used 2 d shoes =X
den, John called n said he wil reach abit late coz he's takin taxi n those taxi drivers refuse 2 send him 2 sunway coz its abit far.. (he stay damansara)
as soon as i ended call, Candy calls..
n so, we met up n had a short conversation..
after dat, John reached.
its d 1st time we met each other..
i was rather shocked when i saw him takin a flower on his hands n he said it was my bday present..
so, juz take lu.. even thou i dun rili like flowers =X
real flowers ezly dies =.=
n den, we went 2 check n c wad movie is available..
i chosen 'Avatar 3D' 2 watch.. coz my sis n i both wanted 2 watch it.
so John followed..
while Q-ing 4 movie tic, Hong called n say he is on his way thr..
so, he is joinin us 4 movie.
bought 4 tics @ rm18 each...
John took out a rm50 n i took rm30..
after get tic n on our way 4 lunch,
i sudenly realised dat I 4GOT 2 GET BAC D CHANGE
wtf... rm8 zzZ
well... i admit i'm blur.
n dis incident shows HOW BLUR M I =.=''
John n my sis keep laughin at me n say i blur head =.=''
lunch 4 us = KFC.. John pays 4 my sis' meal..
i nvr order 4 anytin coz i'm quite ful n i dun rili eat in d mornin n afternoon..
i helped my sis 2 eat her french fries n drink abit of her coke & i'm very full ardy.
John stil ask me 2 eat his french fries as well..
i was like =.=''
in d end, stil finished by me (coz i luv french fries =X)
den, its time 4 movie~
but, Hong hven reach =.=
so we bought our drinks 4 movie while waitin him..
wait n wait n wait.. 4 half an hr n its 12.40pm ardy (movie starts at 12.30)..
den oni i saw Hong n his bro, MC (my 1st bf)
n so, i talked wif MC 4 a few sentences n rush 2 go in 4 movie.
after movie, i called Vincent & ah Rong again..
stil no ans :#$@%#$@%!
n so, i guess they r nt goin 2 apear ardy.
well, i'm gettin used 2 it.
ppl juz dun keep thier promise
zzzzzzzzzzz
den we went Gasoline 4 tea time + Hong's lunch..
after dat, John gtg n Soon Lim came..
coz nth 2 do, we went 4 another movie, 'Twilight Saga: New Moon'
quite a nice movie 4 me..
after d movie, its time 4 dinner (7pm)
so, Wei Leong came as he promised.
wif his fren..
went 2 Full House in sunway 4 dinner.
durin d dinner, his fren received a call n went away 4 quite a long time..
i was curious den Wei Leong said his fren always talk 4 a long time on phone..
so, we cont eat..
den out of a suden, a group of ppl claps.
so me, my sis, Wei Leong, Hong n Soon Lim looked over thr.
thr was a guy proposin 2 his loved 1..
he was on his knees wif flower n ring on his hands..
in d end, d gal accepted his proposal..
SO ROMANTIC! >.<
lols.. =X
after we finished our meal..
sudenly, a waiter came near us wif a choc cake..
Wei Leong's fren went 2 buy a cake 4 me =.=''
shocked, but yet happy~^^
after dat, we paid n go home.
1st thing i do when i reached was..
on maple =.=''
funny huh.. normaly 1st thing i do wil b on tv =X
well, its coz i promised ppl 2 boss..
n now, i'm sittin here bloggin.
its been quite i long post n i believe its d longest post of mine so far
so.. i shall get 2 slp now
btw.. i'm thankful 2 Soon Lim + John + Hong + Wei Leong n his fren Eric 4 attendin..
n, next yr onwards i wun org any b'day celebration of mine anymore.
asked so many ppl all nt confirmed n d day b4 oni tel me cant make it zzz
even d day itself oso, those whom said wanted 2 go but stil nvr attend
hate it!

Crash~? =.=''

2009-12-27T23:48:00.003+08:00

juz been informed dis mornin dat my class is hvin a gatherin on 29th Dec oso =.=
which means... CRASH MY BDAY CELEBRATION?!!
wth... zzzz
some fren choose 2 go class gatherin T.T
sad la... haizzz...
was hopin more ppl 2 go.. =.=''
so far, oni 5 person is confirmed goin..
haizzzzzzz

*dun say i din update o*

CC's BACK~^^

2009-12-26T09:51:00.004+08:00

CC's back 2 bloggin~
alot of ppl complainin dat i nvr update my dead blog =X
i noe i noe..
sry, i'm lazy la >.<
btw.. even thou abit late, MERRY X'MAS 2 ALL^^
next sunday is my birthday..
goin 2 celebrate at sunway piramid again =X
i guess wil watch movie & lunch + dinner wif frens ba..
whose goin? O.O
invited alot of ppl.. but none is confirm T.T
ytd went 2 1U shop.. nvr bought anytin but saw a very nice set up thr..
heres a picture of it^^

nice? =X

2009-09-16T14:58:00.005+08:00

finaly.. trial is over >.<
but... i did VERY badly in dis time's exam T.T
next week is holiday^^
but den... stil gt tuition n hvin drivin lessons..
half a holiday 4 me ba?
next target ~> pass drivin test~!!
den d last target of d yr is of coz, STPM =.=
+u CC u can do it^^
[i hope]

6ak

2009-08-18T20:13:00.009+08:00

soon, i wil finish my sec skol n head 2 University or mayb work..
its been 2 yrs i'm in dis class,
namely 6ak of SMK Taman Desa^^
dis meant i've been in d same class wif my classmates~
well.. eritin goes quite ok..
juz dat sumtimes thrs some unhappy stuff goin around us..
lazy 2 mention bout it.
let d video do d talkin ba^^
its made by 1 of my classmate, Pui Moon..

idk y my video's like dis =.=
d part below is like so wide 1..
any1 noe den teach me pls >.<

Trial Exam Around D Corner

2009-08-18T20:10:00.003+08:00

i'm goin mad SOOOOOONNNNNNNN~!!!
my trial exam is juz around d corner..
but my study mood is stil so so oni =.=
its like 'WTF' ??
2more weeks 4 me 2 study b4 my trial T.T
hope i manage 2 finish wad i suposed 2 study in time >.<
wishin myself ALL D BEST =X
JIA YOUSS~!!

Mum Out Station

2009-08-04T17:30:00.003+08:00

dis few days mum out station 4 a skol meetin..
so my sis n i nid 2 go home by ourselves >.<
well.. i'm used 2 it since last 2 yrs i go home by myself..
but my sis keep nagin sayin she dun1 2 walk down 2 d bus stop wadeva =.=
mum's out.. so i nid 2 cook 4 my family oso...
dun worry, d food dat i cook can eat de lor~!!
i've been cookin 4 my family at times since i was form3,
which is 14yrs old..
nw ardy 18yrs old, time passes so fast =.=
ytd b4 mum go out station, she cooked curry chicken..
so ytd i dun nid 2 cook^^
2day n tml nid 2 cook thou >.<
thurs mum wil b bac so i no nid cook oso =X
+ i've got tuition on thurs, if 1 me 2 cook..
wait til 8pm den oni reach home..
by d time i reach home n finish cookin,
i guess my dad, sis n bro is hungry til duno wad le =XX

PHONE!!

2009-08-03T17:59:00.005+08:00

OH MY GOSH~!!
finaly~ FINALY!!
i've got a phone ler~^^
my mum bought a new phone 4 me ytd..
nt those exp exp ones but well,
i liked my phone alot thou^^
its a nokia 5130 >.<
stil playin wif it nw..
new phone..
nid 2 check things n install themes or songs those..
copy from my frens =X
anyway, changed a number as well..
not usin 017 number d..
who 1 2 noe my number den send me a off9 msg in my msn ba
~> ceciliagoh91@hotmail.com
dats all 4 nw^^

sick!!

2009-07-28T10:22:00.002+08:00

i rili duno y,
my health is so =.=
i've been sick since last fri n stil sick now..
last fri went 2 skol..
hv co-curiculum day, which means study-free day..
around 10+am,
my fren claim dat my face seem red..
well i tot its juz coz d weather is hot..
who noes, around 11am,
when i put down d things in my hands,
i notice dat my arms were full wif red dots =.=
when i check my body, all of it were red dots n they're itchy...
n so, i called my mum 2 ask her bring me 2 hospital..
in hospital... d nurses checked my body temperature..
38.7'c O.O
den they ask my mum n i wait...
we waited 6HRS zzzz
in d end... doc said its not dengue..
but some sort of virus..
which i duno wad is dat =.=
d dots were gone since ytd..
but i stil feel its itchy n itchy n itchy =.=
luckily fever gone wif d dots, if not i shall suffer til it totaly recovers..
now i'm hvin flu n serious sore throat..
cant even talk =.=
but at least i can walk ardy, not like last few days,
i cant get down from bed =.=
but stil, no appetite 2 eat..
these few days, my whole day meal was juz few slice of bread..
hope i wil recover asap ba...

gastric...

2009-07-17T18:53:00.005+08:00

ahhh....
i think now i agree wif my mum dat i've got gastric =.=
these few days, wheneva i nvr take my meal on time,
my stomach wil pain =.=
guess dats gastric ba?
can any1 tel me is dat gastric pain? o.0

anyway, d email address 4 dis blog is cclia.ck@hotmail.com,
so...
if any1 of u dat i've linked 2 view ur blog,
DO INVITE ME 2 READ UR BLOG!!
IF NOT, NO POINT 4 ME 2 LINK U ZZZ
i DO read d blogs i linked, i dun juz display d links =.=

Virtual VS Real Life

2009-07-15T12:30:00.003+08:00

i wonder..
is virtual relationship long lastin?
y do ppl believe in virtual relationship?
coz no confidence on thierselves or tot d other 1 IS d 1 mayb..?
after wad i been thru..
i guess i wil not believe in virtual relationship again ba..
its beta 2 noe sum1 in rl..
frens stil okie..
but not couplin or wad ba..
wad yee said is corect,
its VERY hard 2 continue a virtual relationship..
wad u feel now might juz gone after for like..
half a yr mayb?
so far, my frens dat get into a relationship dat starts from a virtual 1,
d most half a yr they wil break..
not dat i curse those hvin a relationship dat starts from virtual,
but its d fact dat few of my fren broke up after few months..
but stil, gud luck 2 u all whom is hvin these kind of relationship ya~~

SICK!!

2009-07-15T11:49:00.003+08:00

ok great zzzz
coz of sick, i nvr go 2 skol 2day again...
facin headache n stomachache...
my mum said mayb is gastric pain?
zzzzzzz
i got eat things ma....
y wil i get gastric pain =.=
i've missed 6classes of ekon...
its like so zzzz
haiz...
sickness pls go away!!
i 1 2 b healthy... pls..

stil nt feelin well...

2009-07-14T18:04:00.002+08:00

ytd nt feelin well ardy..
2day went skol..
but stil nt feelin well..
headache n hvin breathe prob stil..
even talk oso cant talk louder =.=
anyway, 2day i got my MUET result~~
a Band 4 >.<
LIstening : 32/45
Speaking : 28/45
Reading : 85/120
Writing : 49/90
Aggregated Score : 194/300
quite statisfy wif dis result of mine^^
coz in skol last time i got is 18x/300, nw real exam get 194/300,
means i've improved^^v
but stil... hope my sickness go away quickly =.=

sick AGAIN?

2009-07-13T14:06:00.002+08:00

2day nvr go 2 skol..
mornin wake d time headache like hell..
feel like vomitin n oso hv breathe prob again
wtf........
i hope my breathe prob is not comin bac =.=
if rili is like dis..........
i guess i wil go c doc AGAIN zzzz
i hate dissss

2009-07-10T15:59:00.002+08:00

weird i'm on now >.<
i'm suposed 2 b in tuition now but err..
juz slack XD
wif bibi beside me =xx
since 27th june.. i cant slp well..
always wake middle of d nite...
stupid =.=
aiks...
suan ler ba CECILIA~~~
juz folo wad bibi, gor, nick, sin yee n peng told u,
4GET IT alrite?
concentrate on ur studiessssss~~

anyway, its fun 2 c bibi play game XD
pro guy =x

Thx my frens..

2009-07-03T22:55:00.005+08:00

dis whole week quite sad..
coz of wad juz dun ask ler ba..
dun feel like telin 2 others cept those ardy noe..
thx 2 my frens (Bibi & Peng), Alvin gor n Nick 4 acompanyin me n oso cheer me up..
especialy Bibi...
thx 4 jokin wif me n said so many things 2 me^^
now i'm okie ler..
it wil take me time ba..
i promised u all wil b okie so i wil do it der^^
i wil keep my promise 2 u all~
o ya.. Bibi gud luck in ur job thing o^^v
Peng oso gud luck in ur drivin test~~

sumtin bout me..

2009-06-20T11:27:00.014+08:00

hm.. lets c.. i shud post sumtin bout myself..
c whether i noe myself gud enuf anot?

1. ♥ lavender's smell
2. ♥ blue, white n black colour d most
3. a blur gal
4. duno hw 2 make myself pretty
5. quite a bad tempered gal
6. look like a weak gal (coz my body's size)
7. nt many frens dat i can rili talk 2 bout my probs
8. quite fierce at times
9. ♥ panda (most probably coz my eyes look like 1)
10. ♥ ocean, sky, wadeva bout d earth
11. hates bein ignored
12. quite emo at times
13. dearest cousin ~> Nicholas Goh
14. dearest gor ~> Alvin Then
15. had 2 ex-bfs b4, 1 lasted 1 yr n 2 months, 1 more less den 2 weeks
16. stil frens wif my ex-bfs
17. ♥ watch movie
18. clever in studies when i was young bt nt nw?
19. ♥ read Harry Potter bks (bt i dun own 1)
20. ♥ skate (ice/roller)
21. dislike red colour (mayb coz when i was young i was chased by a bull coz wearin red tshirt)
22. ♥ french fries
23. dun eat cheese & beef (eat them wil vomit.. d most can eat 2 pizzas, more wil vomit =.=)
24. a sensitive gal (said by Ping)

juz 2 post sumtin..

2009-06-20T11:07:00.004+08:00

well lets c..
kinda happy last sun,
coz helped Nick 2 solve his prob^^
but den.. my own prob.. is like shyt =.=
haiz... wadeva lar..
mayb i shud juz folo wad Alvin gor said,
put eritin aside other den my studies..
juz concentrate on my studies,
other things juz DUN BOTHER n DUN THINK ardy >.<
well.. thx gor gor 4 accompanyin me last few days..
n rili ps.. midnite go msg u sayin i gt nitemare =.=
i rili duno y.. i gt nitemares dis WHOLE FREAKIN WEEK!!
stupiddddddddddddd
zzzzzzzzzz
hate it...
cant slp properly =.=

I'm Back~~~

2009-06-02T12:26:00.002+08:00

hehe... its been quite a long time since i last updated my blog >.<
(d last post i did was a copy of my cousin, nicholas's post in his blog)
been quite busy wif my exam last few weeks..
n nw its skol holiday^^
last few days bz playin maple =X
grats my panda lvl122^^v
i guess i wil start 2 get into my studies ba..
even last few weeks' exam i oso kinda lazy 2 study,
oni study last min =.=
nw its time 2 rili get into it ler...
ardy mid yr, cant play a fool d =.=
hope i can concentrate on my studies ba...
cant rili concentrate on them last few months even i said i 1 2..
i oso duno y like dat T.T
+u+u cecilia!!! u can do it^^

Reunion Dinner (Mother's Day)

2009-05-16T00:58:00.004+08:00

every year, same thing... reunion dinner.... for mother's day...
anyway, mom, happy mother's day...for my unlces, aunties n my dad, will b a happy mothers day..
well for me n the couz, it will b a happy grandma's day... =X
haha... went to coconut flower seafood restaurant....
dunk now whr... but a 20-30 minutes drive from my house...
need to pass pyramid de... really no idea whr is it...
i sux in malaysia geography =X
damn bored... zzz...haha... as usual..
phone wun b in my hand... cc took it -.-
but it's ok... haha.. was sms-ing using dad's phone.. smart me... =X
after the whole dinner, w8ing for desert...
cc decided to take our photo... both of us..
nah.. i got the "i-dun-care" attitude... so be sporting.. take only lo..
well.. another reason is,
if i dun take, she will b bugging me the whole night like she did poking me when going back to car.... haha.. it's was quite comfy though....

me n cc

oh yeah... haha... wan compare height -.-" swt...

(taken from nick's blog =X i'm lazy 2 write myself^^)

Ice Skatin^^

2009-05-02T03:47:00.002+08:00

quite a long time since i last posted sumtin >.<
lazy 2 post coz lazy + nth special 4 me 2 post anytin =.=
ytd is labour day,
my eldest uncle of mum's side invited my family out,
we went 4 ice skatin at sunway^^
so long nvr skate d,
almost 4months i guess?
so happy coz can skate again^^
as usual, fell down again =.=
coz same reason summore!!
ppl push tio me n i cant stand properly =.=
(noe hw 2 skate but cant stand properly.. so sad T.T)
other den dis, i oso met quite a few frens thr o..
met 3 or 4 ex-skolmates n oso wei leong^^
in d ice rink d time i wasnt sure is dat him so nvr talk wif him..
but after i reached home,
i asked him thru msn n he said ya he didwent 4 skatin!!
shockin lor.. nvr tot of meetin a maple fren like dis^^
leong look more or less d same wif his pics o..
haha.. like i'm not =.=
but hor.. he said i look younger den my age leh =.=
shud i b happy bout dis?
anyway, i stil feel happy bout dis la^^
dats all 4 now..
i'l abandon dis blog til end of dis month as i mentioned b4,
wil post sumtin in jun~~

hurt myself again =x

2009-04-17T23:00:00.004+08:00

hmm.. lets c.. got nth 2 post..
basicaly nth special goin on in my life..
its oni study n study n study..
well if rili 1 2 find sumtin dat is special,
i guess it would b erm...
i hurt myself coz my BLURness?
LOL~~
last week when i went 2 tuition,
i hurted myself..
nvr c d road properly n acidently injured my arms,
coz nvr c thrs a nail at d corner n i juz walk over it when i turn around d corner..
well.. quite pain n bleed dat time, til now stil not recovered..
but not pain ardy^^
wil post some pic dat i took wif my injured arm =X
nth 2 do go take pic of it.. lol~

injured 2nd day..

injured 3rd day..

injured 4th day

injured 6th day

Meaningful..

2009-04-02T23:16:00.002+08:00

juz had a conversation wif Selina in msn..
she asked me hw m i bcoz last few weeks i'm extreamely emo..
n i think it worries her ba?
i told her dat i'm alot better now..
reason is mayb bcoz i'm abit gvin up on sumtin,
or mayb shud say dun1 2 put hopes on sumtin dat is quite imposible..
(if u noe wad i'm talkin about)
n while we r chatin, i checked my mails,
i saw these sentences from an email,
which i think its quite meaningful 2 me..
so, i wrote it down..
happiness is reachable, no matter hw long it lasts..
life is short..
break d rules, forget quickly, kiss pasionately, love truthly, laugh constantly n nvr stop smilin;
no matter hw strange life is,
life is not always d party we expected 2 b..
but as long as we r here,
we shud smile n b grateful 2 god for d gift of life
it is more or less sumtin dat i felt now..
n i felt it is sooo meaningful..
i duno bout u guys dat is viewin my blog,
but i do hope dat it helps u,
whom is mayb stress / sad / emo,
2 juz 4get d thing dat makes u unhappy or wadeva^^

Me BAC~!!

2009-04-01T17:28:00.002+08:00

its been quite a long time since i last posted sumtin..
i guess now i'm not so emotional d ba?
eritin seems bac 2 normal cept dat i'm stil abit stress coz my studies..
nvr rili on maple n play d,
time 2 get serious on my studies coz STPM exam is juz around d corner >.<
end of dis month i'l hv my MUET exam,
tcher says i'm in band 4, if i try my very best den might can reach band 5..
(MUET exam highest is band 6)
so i'l try my best 2 get band 5 ^^
hope i can do it ba..
next month is mid yr exam ler..
rili cant play a fool anymore, i muz reach my target,
which is CGPA around 3.5,
or else i cant further my studies at overseas..
my aim is go 2 Australia or SG lar..
but prob is, until now i stil dun rili noe wad m i interested in,
n therefore i've no idea wad course 2 study on =.=
had been doin research recently,
on courses n d jobs dat i can do after studyin dat particular course of coz~
but stil i'm very blur wif my future =.=
well, mayb i shud folo Xiang's advise,
juz find sum1 n marry off XDXD
but but... no ppl dat i like alot til i 1 2 marry him ler T.T
well.. love dis kind of thing we cant force de ma..
let it come naturally lor^^
hmm.. i hope i can do well in my exams dis yr n of coz,
most importantly is 2 find out wad i like n wad 2 study on =.=

Sick again..

2009-03-23T11:32:00.002+08:00

haiz... 2day took mc nvr go skol..
dis is coz, dis mornin when i wake up wanted 2 prepare 4 skol,
i had a serious headache n i faced my breathe prob again..
n i even vomit =.=
these few days emo n i keep hvin d breathe prob,
mayb i shud juz 4get eritin n live happily den my breathe prob wil go away ba?
wad is it dat bother me so much n make me emo i oso duno..
mayb i've gone crazy or wadeva?
speechless bout myself.....

STIL bad mood

2009-03-22T17:08:00.003+08:00

STIL IN BAD MOOD WTF!!
1 LAST TIME 2 ALL MY FRENS,
DUN FUCKIN CAL ME CICAK WADEVA!!
MY NAME IS CECILIA GOH CHYI KUAN AKA CCLIA / CC / CK
THOSE OF U DAT 1 2 CAL ME CICAK WADEVA NICK DAT U CAN THINK OF,
I DUN NID THESE KIND OF FREN
GO EAT SHIT!!

hate my lifeeeeee

2009-03-21T00:25:00.003+08:00

fuck u CECILIA GOH CHYI KUAN!!
wad is happenin 2 u??
ur mood is gettin worst n worst day by day
wad happened actualy???
even u urselves duno n u r thr shoutin no mood wadsoeva??
mornin u nth, nite u can suddenly change into another person
wad the fuck is happenin 2 u??
u seriously hope u wil slp n found dat u've died d next day?
u seriously hope ur heart hv prob coz dis breathin prob u had these few days??
if u feel stress den juz voice out!!
go shout or ask permission 2 go out n enjoy urselves 4 1 whole day,
dun keep all d things 2 urselves n act cool, act nth
coz U'RE NOT OK!!
U NOE DIS URSELVES!!!
dun eva think 2 go suicide or wadeva dat is in ur mind!!
U NOE DIS IS NOT LOGIC!!
d god n ur parents gave u ur life,
like it or not, u cant simply end it by urselves,
u WIL die 1 day when d god feels dat ur life shud end at dat point,
u dun nid 2 rush 2 end it by urselves ALRITE???

*PLS god.. save me from wadeva i'm thinkin i 1 2 do*

Bad Mood...

2009-03-15T02:34:00.004+08:00

haiz... juz an emo post..
wad d fuck m i thinkin n feelin??
i hate bein emotional but y i always do wad i hate??
not long ago i was freakin emo....
idk y i keep emo n emo n emo..
all my frens dat noe me in real life say i'm not a emo gal,
but how come when i on9 i always emo??
wad d heck, I HATE MYSELF so freakin much!!
always emo juz coz wad a person said, especialy him...
how come wad dat person said can affect me so much?
its juz like my feelins were controlled by him?
he happy, i happy;
he emo i oso emo...
my temper ardy bad le, but he seem like..
worst den me???
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i rili hate dis so much...
I HATE BEIN EMOTIONAL!!
i rili rili hope..
i can stop bein emotional n stay happy always..
even thou when i'm happy, i'l go abit crazy,
but who cares i'm abit crazy?
as long as i'm happy ok le...
i hope i can STAY HAPPY n GO AWAY EMO!!

Sick..

2009-03-13T21:48:00.005+08:00

haiz.. last week accompany my bro went hospital,
n 2day its my turn 2 go hospital =.=
2day wake nia feel stomach pain n headache..
around 10am+ feel my rips pain n start 2 hv breathe prob..
cant breathe thru nose n nid 2 breathe thru mouth..
den around 11 tcher notice sumtin wrong wif me n ask me wad happen,
i told her my prob,
after dat i cant stand it n i started 2 cry..
my frens cal my mum 2 come fetch me go c doc..
after callin my mum, tcher ask my frens 2 brin me 2 PC room,
dis is coz thrs a bed 4 me 2 rest while my mum come 2 skol..
but my breathin prob getin worst n i felt more n more hard 2 breathe T.T
thrs 1 moment dat i tot i wil die coz dis breathin prob i had,
coz my frens checked my pulse n said my pulse is very very fast
den, i felt my legs like cramp or sumtin, cant feel my leg le..
i told my frens n they massage my foot 2 let blood go thru it..
not long after dat my mum reached n quickily drive me 2 c doc @ HUKM.
doc asked nurse 2 check my heart beat n it shows nth wrong wif it,
juz dat my heart beat is abit faster den normal..
coz i almost recovered dat time..
den doc said mayb i'm lack of vitamins,
its juz like wad d previous doc said 2 me =.=
dis time, my mum heard it herselves,
so, she asked doc if she nid 2 buy any vitamins 4 me 2 eat or not..
but doc told her no nid, juz dat i nid 2 rest more n eat more =X
around 2pm+ i reached home i str8 go slp..
doc said i nid rest more ma..
not i PIG hor~!!
n now my breathin is bac 2 normal,
juz dat my stomach stil feels pain..
had medicine not long ago..
time 2 go rest le, dats all 4 now ba..

Sports Day

2009-03-12T19:40:00.005+08:00

my god..
after almost 1month bz-ing bcoz of dis sports day..
finaly i can rest now coz 2day is my skol's sports day!! =.=
2day around 5.30 wake le..
suppose 2 wake at 5 but i lazy n nvr wake on time =X
once i reach skol.. i str8 run 2 my class which is on d 3rd floor..
dis is bcoz my team, blue hse's things were thr n d decoration hven finish >.<
after bringin all d things 2 d hall whr my team is supposed 2 meet,
i faster start sewing d things n gv away ribbons n hat my marchin members nid 2 wear..
after dat i run all d way bac 2 my class 2 get my bag n cal d 'papan boys n gals'..
when i came bac down 2 d hall, i notice dat i hven change my clothes n so..
i run bac up 2 3rd floor coz oni my class's door is opened =.=
around 7.30.. d sports day starts,
n its time 2 show wad v had prepared 4 d last few weeks..
i think my team members did their best?
after marchin, i faster run n go change my pants coz i take part in 200m race..
i got 4th place in d race n i almost fell down =.=
stupid field damn slipery sia
n i oni diff abit wif d 3rd place!!
hate myself coz no stamina 2 chiong at d end T.T
but cant blame me oso..
my leg hurt since last week >.<
after runin, i went 2 help my classmates coz my class got sell food..
half way sellin, i heard my fren Sarah fainted in d middle of d field
i think she take part in 2 many races n nvr eat much in d mornin,
not enuf energy ba?
luckily not long after dat she woke..
wad i admire her most is dat,
after she wake, she stil can take part in 4x100m race!!
rili pro =.=
if i were her i sure dun1 run ardy..
around 12, its time 2 gv prizes..
blue hse got overall 1st place^^
marchin we got 2nd, lose 2 red team..
well, 4 me i think its gud enuf coz i tot we lose 2 yellow team oso =X
summore, i heard blue team nvr get 1st or 2nd long time le,
so its gud enuf la^^
around 12.30, my mum came 2 fetch me n d sports day ends

Went hospital..

2009-03-07T18:00:00.004+08:00

2day went hospital..
dis time not i sick, is my bro..
he fell into d drain in front of my neighbour's (my uncle) hse..
d drain is very deep.. around 180cm+ deep?
i fell into it oso b4, but hurt not so serious like my bro did..
after he fell down he came bac into hse n called me 2 help him clean his legs..
so i helped.. well.. i'm a ex-PBSM member ma..
dis kind of basic thing is ez 4 me..
but bcoz his wound is 2 deep..
my mum brought him 2 c doc at HUKM..
i went along wif them..
d doc checked his legs den ask nurse 2 clean his wounds again..
after cleanin it.. d nurse gav him injection n 'sew' his wound.. (duno hw 2 explain, anyhow la)
when it was done, its around 2.30pm ardy..
we went 2 hospital since 11.45..
so long =.=
after dat my mum drove us 2 bro n sis's skol (my ex-skol) coz bro hv exam..
cant absent or else 0marks 4 d paper..
when we reached skol..
sis scolded say she waited 4 so long n asked wad took us such long time..
den she saw bro's leg n gone speechless..
she asked wad happen 2 bro n i told her d whole incident..
while bro is hvin his exams.. sis, mum n i had our lunch at skol..
ate chee cheong fun coz other foods all sold out =.=
well.. dis is bcoz dat time afternoon session almost finish their recess time..
around 5pm.. bro finished his exams n we go home..

TIRED

2009-03-07T17:50:00.005+08:00

tired tired TIRED!!
stupid skol life of mine!!
HATE it so muchhh!!
relationship among frens got prob..
bz wif my sports team..
fustrated wif my studies..
wanted 2 chat wif sum1 but..
my phone lost n sis dun let me use her phone ardy..
wad shud i do..??
rili feel like cryin sumtimes when i'm alone in room..
sumtimes even wanted 2 cry in d bus suddenly..
i ardy slp very early dis week..
but yet, I'M STIL TIRED!!
hate it so much....

Phone Lost..

2009-02-17T22:56:00.004+08:00

aiks.. ytd my phone gt prob..
so i asked my mum 2 brin it 2 her skol 2day..
tot dat she can brin it 2 fix after her skol b4 come 2 fetch me n sis home..
who noes.. it been stolen T.T
she said..
she planed 2 get bac d files dat she asked her headmaster 2 sign..
tot it wil b juz d most 5mins,
so she nvr take her handbag along n left it on her table..
who noes.. d headmaster keep bullshit wif her,
talk nonsense 4 like 1hr+
she gt no chance 2 get her handbag at all..
den when she go bac 2 her place..
she found dat both mine n her phone lost..
so sad.. T.T
she said a teacher oni saw a parent in d office dat time..
so she suspect it is stolen by either d parent or d worker of d skol,
but d parent's suspection is more as a teacher saw her thr..
aiks.. hope our phone can b returned..
or else my parents wil nid 2 spend extra money 2 buy new phone le..
frens of mine.. durin dis tempo..
dun find me ya.. if gt anytin urgent den find me thru my sis number..
get her number from me

Sick =.=

2009-02-17T15:48:00.006+08:00

ok great..
i sicked since valentines last week =.=
ytd high fever summore T.T
14/2 sore throat..
15/2 flu + sore throat + slightly fever
16/2 flu + sore throat + high fever + headache
=.= huh?
but luckily.. 2day no more fever n headache
if nt i oso duno hw 2 go 4 exam >.<
ahhh.. hope i'l recover very very soon ba..
pray 4 me T.T
*2 zhuzhuu*
zhuu arr.. thx 4 ur care oo..
i'm happy dat u care 4 me >.<
u take care oso ya?
u oso sick last few days..
sry dat i nvr tel u i sick til so badly..
dun1 2 let u worry bout me so much..
ur work ardy let u very stress le.. <33
*2 gor*
gor o.. thx 4 ur care 2^^
dun worry bout me ya..
ur stupid mei wil recover asap de le,
u dun emo oso k?
mei wil always b here 2 support n listen 2 u wheneva u're nt happy..
cheer up k?^^

Valentines Day

2009-02-15T03:40:00.012+08:00

its valentines ytd..
wish all couple happy & stay 4eva n those single,
hope u find ur lover soon^^
well.. valentines i went 2 skol coz hv replacement =.=
wake nia, found dat i'm hvin sore throat..
haiz.. sick again =.=
bac 2 d skol part..
2day din study.. but 'gotong-royong'.. duno hw 2 explain it in eng >.<
previously my class was in blue, but now we 1 2 paint it in apple green..
i helped 2 paint^^
dis is d 1st time i do paintin wor^^v
after paintin n cleanin d class,
we had champaine 2 celebrate dat we finished our job..
heres some pic.. wil upload more after i got d others from my fren^^

my class notice board

d paintin stuffs

my hand full wif paints >.<

signature of ppl dat helped.. saw mine? =X

celebration of d day^^

after bac from skol..

i called alvin gor..

he called me when i was on d way bac home,

but i nvr ans in time,

i slpy in car >.<

heres d conversation..

me : gor u find me arr?

gor : ya lor.. u nvr ans my cal de?

me : sry ma.. ur mei tired, nvr listen phone ringin

gor : ooo.. nvm ba.

me : y u find me wor?

gor : o ya.. u 1 watch movie?

me : watch movie? at whr o?

gor : at ioi lor. i'm here d, movie starts 2.15 wor, u 1 come?

me : ioi arr? okok wait me ba, let me bath 1st den i go

gor : oo okok den u faster, i scare u not enuf time

me : ok de la, dun worry

after i bath, it was around 1.30 le..

den i ask mum wheather she can drive me thr anot

but she ask me 2 cal my sis n bro c if they 1 come bac anot,

if they comin bac den oni she drive me thr wor..

den i cal my sis..

me : hello? yinn arr?

sis : ya y?

me : u guys 1 come bac d ma? mum ask u wor

sis : not yet la.. i'm wif him

me : him? who him?

sis : alvin la.. i watch movie wif him ma..

me : o chey!! swt la.. cal him come fetch me faster

sis : u talk 2 him lor..

me : okokok

gor : mei arr? hehe.. i wif ur sis arr..

me : si ah gor, wif her oso nvr tel me....

gor : hehe.. y u cal me?

me : u come fetch me la.. i scare not enuf time leh..

gor : come fetch u arr?? dun1 la..

me : can la.. pls pls pls gor.. (T.T)

gor : okok i come now (=.=)

me : hehe.. thx gor gor (^^v)

den.. around 5mins later he reached wif my sis,

in car i keep blablabla wif gor =X

askin him y come, watch wad movie n so on

when we reach, we decided 2 eat 1st,

we had A&W..

i nvr eat coz ardy drink 2 much at skol,

make me full wif water le =X

after dat, we went 4 movie,

d movie we watched is "Pink Panther 2"

quite a funny & silly movie^^

after movie, we walked 4 awhile..

den gor drove me n sis home,

hehe.. our driver =X

after reach home i str8 lye on bed..

2 tired =.=

den i slp til like 8+ n woke by a call..

a ki siao guy called me..

met him once nia around 2yrs ago,

dun rmb hw he got my number..

he kept askin me out like i noe him well zzz

worst of all, he is like.. 3x y/o??

siao ehh..

den i lied 2 him dat i hardly use my 017 number..

which actualy i always use dat number =X

wad 2 do.. dun1 him 2 disturb me..

after end call den i notice i'm hvin fever =.=

sian de lor.. sick sick sick T.T

told gor n zhuzhuu bout d cal n i sicked AGAIN..

both oso chuddle me^^

kekeke..

so happy dat gor n zhuzhuu so sayang me >.<

dats all 4 now

Syok Sendiri =X

2009-02-15T03:26:00.006+08:00

hehe.. dis week.. my sis n i hv been syok sendiri..
nth 2 do d time keep take pics LOL
ss queen XDXD
well... since we syok sendiri, sure nid 2 post it ma.. XD

its me.. n my dad behind o.o acidently snap him 2gether =X

hehe.. me again =X

2009-02-15T03:15:00.006+08:00

sis, me & my mum.. WHRS MY BODY!!

sis & me^^

ss sisters^^

walao.. i slp who take my pic zzzz

its me XD

Dinner wif Family

2009-02-15T02:41:00.009+08:00

last monday i had family dinner..
actualy i sicked dat day,
headache + feel pain @ ribs + feel like vomittin..
so i had been lyin on bed 4 whole day til its time 2 prepare 4 dinner..
2day my cousin all brin their bf/gf come..
so sweet >.<
my uncle ordered wines n bought his own Hennessy beer..
i drank abit nia my face started 2 b red d >.<
but i din get drunk..
durin d dinner.. i talked wif nicholas, my cousin..
he told me dat his mum cut d internet line dun let him 2 on9 ardy,
i was like.. =.=? on9 oso cant?
kelian him.. haizz..
anyway, heres d pics i took^^

sis & me & my mum

sis & me

wine & beer dat i drank dat day..

~Ice Skatin~

2009-02-15T01:58:00.006+08:00

its been quite some time since i last update my blog >.<
hmm.. lets c.. i shall start wif last Sunday^^
last sun i went sunway piramid 2 skate..
2gether wif my eldest uncle's family of mum's side n my family,
2 families go skate^^
we reached thr around 3pm..
once reached den we go skate d.
at thr.. i met my ex bf, mc..
he is much more thinner den he was last time,
he said he is now on diet..
i asked him 2 brin me skate coz i enjoy it alot,
i can slack while he hold my hands n skate XD
had some conversation wif him..
mc : ur skatin improved alot wor.. noe hw 2 skate d
me : yea.. did practice wheneva i come 2 skate.. so how r u?
mc : ermm.. normal lor..
me : valentines comin, datin wif any1 dat day?
mc : nah.. no ppl 2 date wif.. u dun gv me chance 2 date u oso..
me : haha.. u oso noe i cant go out de lor..
mc : ya lor.. but even if u can go out oso wil nt go wif me rite?
me : no idea wor.. but i guess so ba, our relation oso over d..
mc : haizz.. y cant gv me chance..
den i kept quiet n so v continue skatin..
not long after dat i told him i 1 2 skate by myself,
but he keep skate near me,
like scare i'l fall or sumtin den he can juz come over n hold me s he is a pro skater..
well its normal 4 me 2 fall down XD
but dat day, i oni fell once^^
mc keep accompany me when i skate or rest..
around 5pm zhuzhu cal me n chat 4 like half an hr or sumtin,
he slackin by offerin himselves 2 buy eggs coz his store no more eggs,
so he can cal me n chat XD
while we chat, mc was beside me..
i asked him 2 go skate w/o me but he refused 2..
he say tired wor..
but i noe is coz he dun1 left me alone thr..
dat day, uncle, cousins, bro, sis n i skate from 3pm til 9pm,
aunt, dad n mum went shopin while we skate >.<

me & my sis nth 2 do while ice rink tempo closed 4 cleanin

ice rink ticket counter^^ nth 2 do so i took a pic of it.. nice? hehe..

Bai Nian luu

2009-02-01T02:06:00.005+08:00

hehe.. ytd went 2 cik kok's hse (my ex BM tcher)^^
my alarm rang at 8.. i woke n shut d alarm den continue slp =X
lucky zhuzhuu mornin cal me^^
well actualy is i sms ask him 2 wake me around dis time b4 i went 2 slp^^
thx arr zhuzhuu, if nt i sure wake up late >.<
but but.. he cal me d time he oso juz wake,
he sound even more BLUR den i do (i think) @.@
muahaha (^oo^)v
hmm.. after wake & shower & do some hsework,
its around 9 ardy.. i was like, OMG?
wad did i do, y so slow??
lols =X
hmm.. den i walk 2 bus stop 2 take bus 2 tcher's hse
it was around 9.25 when i reach bus stop..
n guess wad? I WAITED 1HR 4 D STUPID BUS 2 COME!!
i was like.. WTF?
but.. wad 2 do.. lousy gov of msia =.=
hmm.. den when i reach oug (tcher's hse thr),
i saw d bus passby me =.=
den lazy 2 wait 4 another 1 which nid around half an hr of waitin AGAIN,
i decided 2 walk thr since i walked b4..
den.. stupid shoes of mine..
after a distance of walkin, make my leg so freakin pain & bleed =.=
aiks.. walk d time feel so pain T.T
i reach tcher's hse at 11.2x am,
dat time ardy alot ex classmates of mine reached >.<
but luckily i'm nt d latest de.. keke^^
we chat n chat n take pics in tcher's hse wif tcher..
around 1pm we went 2 station 1 at citrus park nearby oug,
2 hv our lunch of coz! most of us nvr eat breakfast yet =X
after had lunch, we went 2 chan ean's hse (my ex classmate oso) located at oug oso..
2 bai nian n oso GAMBLE of coz >.<
heheh.. students of 5a8 yr 2007 likes 2 gamble =X
when we reach ean's hse, it rains!!
den i nid 2 run over 2 his hse b4 d rain become heavier,
while chan fai (ex classmate 2) park his car..
well.. i tumpang his car ma =X
in ean's hse, we play few types of games like mahjong, poker cards n lami..
i choosed 2 play lami & i won around rm35 thr =X
around 5pm, d gals (cept me) all said nid 2 go home d,
no ppl plays mahjong n lami ardy so i shift 2 d poker cards side >.<
at 1st i won but den after awhile i lose bac..
rm35 dat i won become rm25 T.T
but nvm, coz these money is stil those dat i won bac =X
LOL~!! when we go bac, i tumpang chor sheng's car 2 puchong coz he oso stay thr..
hmm.. dats all 4 ytd's activity i guess..

lets talk abit bout fri den^^
i had tuition in d mornin..
from 10am ~ 1pm..
after dat i went 2 mid valley n watched movie wif ah yee,
1 of my maple fren.. we watched 'all's well end's well' (i think dats d name in eng?)
he so kns, i watch movie n lunch n buy drinks 4 movie wif him but he dun let me pay at all!!
i was like zzz? but at least i paid abit coz i stuck d lunch money at his hands =X
actualy 1 2 meet alvin gor after movie de,
but he nid 2 hv dinner wif family so he cant make it..
so ah yee offered 2 drive me home..
nth much dat i did on fri actualy >.<
hmm.. its been a long post, time 2 slp now^^

CNY holiday^^

2009-01-29T23:21:00.005+08:00

weee~ bac 2 my hse^^
hmm.. lets c wad shud i write about..
err.. last few days went bac 2 my granpa & granma's hse (mum's side)
d 1st thing i get when i reach thr is not angpaos wor..
its a white Baby-G watch of d model bga-100 gift by my youngest uncle^^
dis uncle of mine very very sayang me de..
eri yr my bday sure wil buy sumtin 4 me^^
last yr he gift me a wallet & a watch..
but careless me spoiled d watch =X
well not rili spoiled, d time stil moves but i cant wear it ardy >.<
ahh.. lousy eng duno hw 2 explain.. nvm bout it =X
well.. dis yr nvr get alot of angpao..
so far i got oni 10 red packets >.<
dis is bcoz 3 relatives passed away last yr..
quite sad.. aiks.. nvm ler..
few months passed, shud not feel so down ardy
hmm.. at granpa's hse i did gamble abit..
won rm35 in 2hrs of gamblin^^
kekekeke^^
but ytd spent around rm15 2 buy things 4 my cousins, bro n sis =.=
dis is due 2 my mum!!
she ask me 2 treat cousins, bro n sis 2 buy sweets since i won =.=
aiks nvm lar..
ytd went 2 visit my great granpa of my mum's side
his 85 dis yr & stay at sg buloh
sg buloh!! alvin gor's hse oso thr >.<
lols.. after visit great granpa, we went 2 hv dinner nearby sunway piramid
i ate SOOO much dat my uncles ask me whr i keep those food i ate >.<
coz i look so thin but i eat d most among d 15ppl dat went thr =X
wahahaha^^ nvr judge ppl by his/her look XD
hmm.. dats all 4 now i guess..
happy CNY again all^^

Happy CNY^^

2009-01-23T21:26:00.003+08:00

CNY is around d corner~!!
happy CNY 2 all my frens^^
hmm.. basically nth much happened dis week..
so i guess i wun write them ba..
hehe.. hope u all get alot of angpao in dis NIU yr o^^

HATE skol life

2009-01-18T17:34:00.004+08:00

i HATE skol!!
stupid de.. so many projects 2 do, so many exams comin soon..
heard wil hv monthly test 2 test us n prepare us 4 exams
WTF?!! cant even let us hv time 2 rest abit??
many ppl says we shud enjoy our skol life,
coz as we go 4 work we wil noe skol life is d best,
but i dun think i m enjoyin it =.=
ahhhh.... BAC 2 DO PROJECT

PROJECTS!!

2009-01-10T08:29:00.004+08:00

i'm goin 2 faint =.=
1st week of skol life oni,
i've got my 2nd project 2 do..
upper 6 is seriously stressed out >.<
no time 2 play ler T.T
always nid 2 study n study..
hmm.. but last few days i enjoyed alot^^
dis is due 2 my skol tcher retired on friday,
upper 6 students nid 2 b koir n sing song 4 her,
dats y, since last wed,
form 6 students nid not 2 study n juz practice singin..
we sang 'kenangan yang terindah' n 'auld lang syne',
well actualy, we planed 2 sing 'mamma mia' / 'u raise me up' / 'fall 4 u'
but den bcoz lack of time 4 performance, so we cut it out..
after few days of singin & shoutin,
i've sore throat =.=
dats all 4 now^^

Bac 2 Skol

2009-01-06T18:16:00.005+08:00

hmm.. bac 2 skol life now..
ytd was my 1st day of skol in 2009^^
1st day of skol..
d headmaster & principles talk talk talk,
TALK NON STOP!!
all of my frens was yawnin listenin 2 thier lectures =.=
1stly bcoz nt used 2 wake early (holiday time all wake around 11+) =X,
2ndly, those things they said we listen ERI SINGLE YR, all almost d same (my god) =.=
well, cept 1 thing, dis yr my skol hv CCTV ardy,
all d students n tchers were lookin around searchin 4 those CCTV..
den finaly, after around 2hrs of lecturin we can go bac 2 our class..
1st thing we entered d class is of coz ~>CLEAN D TABLE & CHAIRS~!!
heheh.. almost 2months of holiday, surely thrs alot of dust ma >.<
overall, 1st day of skol is nth 2 do cept chatin wif tchers n frens bout our holiday^^
d tchers dat teach my class is very frenly & gud wif us^^v
2nd day of skol (which is 2day),
start our studies d >.<
nth much 2 talk about dis..
basicaly all subjects r juz study n study n study LOL
o ya, mayb 1 thing 2 talk about,
dat is my MUET (Msian University Eng Test) tcher went 4 Haji,
errr.. duno hw 2 explain bout dis so if u understand den gud, dun understand den juz leave it,
dats y, my class hv free periods 4 MUET^^
nth else i guess..
BAC 2 DO MY PROJECT!!
(actualy is my holiday work but i nvr do =X)

Happy Bday 2 MYSELF^^

2009-01-03T18:13:00.009+08:00

hehe.. its my bday 2day~
i was playin maple @ 11.5x pm, zhuzhu dear sudenly say brb, so i waited him..

12am d time i sudenly saw a mega from him wishin me happy bday,

i was so shocked ler >.<

o well, after dat alot frens mega-ed me oso,

but den i nvr sreen shot my own mega n lean's >.<

heres some screen shot of them^^

shy jie's mega^^

dian mummy's mega^^

bubu's mega^^

zhuzhu's 2nd mega^^

zhuzhu's 1st mega~ took wif him beside me^^

~Happy New Yr~

2009-01-02T17:36:00.005+08:00

happy new yr 2 all~!!

i noe i'm abit late 2 say dis coz 2day is 2nd jan d

hehe.. well, its stil a brand new yr 4 all, so nvm bout dat^^

aiks, tml my bday ler.. new yr = 1yr older 4 me >.<

lets sing a song 4 myself^^

happy bday 2 me,

happy bday 2 myself,

happy bday 2 me~!!

hahaz.. sha po CC =XX

anyway, new yr shud hv new hope(s),

1stly, i hope my result of STPM dis yr wil b gud >.<

from nw onwards nid study hard liao~!!

JIA YOU JIA YOU!!

2ndly, hope all my frens stay healthy,

dats d most important thing of all >.<

w/o a healthy body we cant do anytin rite?

kekekeke^^

hmm.. dats all 4 now i guess,

happy new yr again 2 all!!

~Bday Celebration~

2008-12-30T04:16:00.005+08:00

had my bday celebration 4 2009 on 29th,

i went 2 sunway pyramid 4 my bday celebration oo..

alvin gor, nick, my sis n nick's cousin came^^

vincent gor tot 2day oni is my bday celebration,

blur ahgor~!!

heheh.. anyway, had a great celebration^^

went McD 4 breakfast den go ice skatin,

fell down like 5times =.=

my knees blue dark liao T.T

BUT~~ i had fun^^

so so long nvr ice skatin d, enjoy skatin alot^^

after skate went 2 buy movie ticket n had lunch+dinner @ A&W

den its time 4 movie^^

we watched 'Australia', quite a nice movie i think? @.@

watch half way phoned by MC ask me go out get my bday present =.=

well, he din join us 4 movie or skate, nvm bout dat lols

my bday present was a dozen of roses o.o

nice roses.. blue in colour^^

thx 4 d present but i stil dun think dat we can patch bac,

sry wor.. i like other boy liao =X

after movie went walk around, tot of buyin clothes but din buy..

after dat alvin gor sent me n sis bac home^^

thx oo gor^^

happy happy~!!

Bac 2 Blogin^^

2008-12-19T07:02:00.004+08:00

well.. CC is bac 2 blogin^^
haiz.. quite alot of things happened since i stop blog..
mostly happens in maple,
lazy 2 mention bout it,
some happen around me of coz,
alvin gor ended his new relationship wif his gf..
due 2 his gf's attitude i think?
not sure bout it,
jee my ji mui oso sad recently..
due 2 her ex bf, DAT SUCKER!!
ALVIN GOR~~ MEI MEI SUPORT UU~!!
JEE JEE~~ CC is here, anytin pls find me 2 talk,
i'l sure scold but i dun scold u, is scold dat SUCKER!!
hope both of u recover from d 'hurt' soon ya^^
jia you oo~!!

Complicated Feelin @.@

2008-12-19T06:58:00.006+08:00

finaly finished my tuitions^^
quite happy~
but in d same time feels sad,
sad coz dis shows dat my holidays endin soon
sob sob.. T.T
bac 2 skol life soon

~Last Day Of Skol 4 2008~

2008-11-14T14:41:00.004+08:00

its been quite a long time nvr blog..

finaly, 2day is my last day of study^^

happy coz no more skol til 5th jan next yr,

nt happy coz TUITIONSSS =.=

well.. i hope i can get a job or sumtin in dis holiday,

not enuf $$ 2 use ler >.<

hp bill burst like wad duno hw m i goin die

(killed by my mum =X)

if get 2 work den at least can pay bac abit lu..

'Happy' Me Bac?

2008-11-04T17:59:00.005+08:00

hahaz.. 2day manage 2 on9 4 few hrs..

dis is due 2 helpin my mum 2 do sumtin 4 her maple acc,

dotz rite? (=.='')

always ask me 2 help dis n dat 4 her maple acc..

well anyway, can on9 is gud^^

i'm always 2 bored at home..

i shud b studyin but den, i'm LAZY~!

kekes.. i admit i'm a lazy gal =X

well.. who cares if i'm lazy anot >.<

Finished EMO-ing^^

2008-11-04T17:54:00.004+08:00

hmm.. after few days of emo-ing,

i guess now i'm ok abit,

felt myself is happier^^

well.. if u ask me wad made me happy again,

my ans is.. IDK? LOL

anyway, becomin happy again is sumtin gud rite?

any1 in dis world shud b happy all d time,

try not 2 b emo ardy my frens~

(especialy nick, my cousin)

EMO~!!

2008-10-31T22:24:00.004+08:00

y m i so no mood?

even ah gor or yh talks 2 me,

i dun feel like replyin them..
keep feel like cryin these few days,

but bcoz of dun1 2 let others worry bout me,

i hold bac my tears..

instead, i slp late.. very late..

my panda eyes is getin more n more dark,

but.. who cares?

told gor n yh wad happened,

feel beta.. but stil,

i'm in a extreamely bad mood..

i promised yh dat i wil change bac 2 who i m last time..

d happy.. prob-free gal (if dis is wad u think),

but i keep breakin dis promise i made,

i rili hope dat i wil do wad i promise..

but..

not now i guess..

sry yh.. i fail 2 do wad i promised u..

stressed..

2008-10-31T13:23:00.004+08:00

how come these few days so many probs apear in my life..?

results bad.. messy relationship wif frens.. hp bill burst..

n now.. not oni myself hv prob..

even alvin gor, nick, mum, n my other frens of mine r hvin prob..

i guess i need 2 do sumtin 2 release my tentions..

by playin maple mayb?

like wad i did 4 last week..

so stress..

specialy for all my frens who cared for me

2008-10-17T04:30:00.005+08:00

thx guys..
i noe i made all of u worried bout me in d pass few months..
many frens, even those who r nt close 2 me,
noticed dat i'm hvin probs in d pass few months.
sry dat i cant tel all of u wad happened to me,
but 1 thing i can tel now is dat,
i've made my decision.
which is to cut off eritin n start my new life now..
dun worry bout me anymore ya?

messed up life

2008-10-17T04:15:00.005+08:00

i guess..
my life started to get messy since i first noe him..
a person who changed me into a gal who always cries, emo, n others, mayb?
thx to him, i
- get to noe how is d feel of bein loved n ignored,
- learned how to care for a person,
- experienced a unforgetable first love,
- get scolded by my parents n family members,
- n well.. many many more which i cant rili rmbs..

bcoz of him,
i made most of my frens worried bout me..
i learned how to make a choice, no matter its corect or wrong..
but stil,
i wud like to thk him for d days v had..