Friday, October 31, 2008
y m i so no mood?
even ah gor or yh talks 2 me,
i dun feel like replyin them..
keep feel like cryin these few days,
but bcoz of dun1 2 let others worry bout me,
i hold bac my tears..
instead, i slp late.. very late..
my panda eyes is getin more n more dark,
but.. who cares?
told gor n yh wad happened,
feel beta.. but stil,
i'm in a extreamely bad mood..
i promised yh dat i wil change bac 2 who i m last time..
d happy.. prob-free gal (if dis is wad u think),
but i keep breakin dis promise i made,
i rili hope dat i wil do wad i promise..
but..
not now i guess..
sry yh.. i fail 2 do wad i promised u..
Scribbled by: ✖ Cc αĸα Ck ✖ セシリア ✖ @10:24 PM
how come these few days so many probs apear in my life..?
results bad.. messy relationship wif frens.. hp bill burst..
n now.. not oni myself hv prob..
even alvin gor, nick, mum, n my other frens of mine r hvin prob..
i guess i need 2 do sumtin 2 release my tentions..
by playin maple mayb?
like wad i did 4 last week..
so stress..
Scribbled by: ✖ Cc αĸα Ck ✖ セシリア ✖ @1:23 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
thx guys..
i noe i made all of u worried bout me in d pass few months..
many frens, even those who r nt close 2 me,
noticed dat i'm hvin probs in d pass few months.
sry dat i cant tel all of u wad happened to me,
but 1 thing i can tel now is dat,
i've made my decision.
which is to cut off eritin n start my new life now..
dun worry bout me anymore ya?
Scribbled by: ✖ Cc αĸα Ck ✖ セシリア ✖ @4:30 AM
i guess..
my life started to get messy since i first noe him..
a person who changed me into a gal who always cries, emo, n others, mayb?
thx to him, i
- get to noe how is d feel of bein loved n ignored,
- learned how to care for a person,
- experienced a unforgetable first love,
- get scolded by my parents n family members,
- n well.. many many more which i cant rili rmbs..
bcoz of him,
i made most of my frens worried bout me..
i learned how to make a choice, no matter its corect or wrong..
but stil,
i wud like to thk him for d days v had..
Scribbled by: ✖ Cc αĸα Ck ✖ セシリア ✖ @4:15 AM
