haiz... 2day took mc nvr go skol.. dis is coz, dis mornin when i wake up wanted 2 prepare 4 skol, i had a serious headache n i faced my breathe prob again.. n i even vomit =.= these few days emo n i keep hvin d breathe prob, mayb i shud juz 4get eritin n live happily den my breathe prob wil go away ba? wad is it dat bother me so much n make me emo i oso duno.. mayb i've gone crazy or wadeva? speechless bout myself.....
Scribbled by: ✖ Cc αĸα Ck ✖ セシリア ✖ @11:32 AM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
STIL IN BAD MOOD WTF!! 1 LAST TIME 2 ALL MY FRENS, DUN FUCKIN CAL ME CICAK WADEVA!! MY NAME IS CECILIA GOH CHYI KUAN AKA CCLIA / CC / CK THOSE OF U DAT 1 2 CAL ME CICAK WADEVA NICK DAT U CAN THINK OF, I DUN NID THESE KIND OF FREN GO EAT SHIT!!
Scribbled by: ✖ Cc αĸα Ck ✖ セシリア ✖ @5:08 PM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
fuck u CECILIA GOH!! wad is happenin 2 u?? ur mood is gettin worst n worst day by day wad happened actualy??? even u urselves duno n u r thr shoutin no mood wadsoeva?? mornin u nth, nite u can suddenly change into another person wad the fuck is happenin 2 u?? u seriously hope u wil slp n found dat u've died d next day? u seriously hope ur heart hv prob coz dis breathin prob u had these few days?? if u feel stress den juz voice out!! go shout or ask permission 2 go out n enjoy urselves 4 1 whole day, dun keep all d things 2 urselves n act cool, act nth coz U'RE NOT OK!! U NOE DIS URSELVES!!! dun eva think 2 go suicide or wadeva dat is in ur mind!! U NOE DIS IS NOT LOGIC!! d god n ur parents gave u ur life, like it or not, u cant simply end it by urselves, u WIL die 1 day when d god feels dat ur life shud end at dat point, u dun nid 2 rush 2 end it by urselves ALRITE???
*PLS god.. save me from wadeva i'm thinkin i 1 2 do*
Scribbled by: ✖ Cc αĸα Ck ✖ セシリア ✖ @12:25 AM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
haiz... juz an emo post.. wad d fuck m i thinkin n feelin?? i hate bein emotional but y i always do wad i hate?? not long ago i was freakin emo.... idk y i keep emo n emo n emo.. all my frens dat noe me in real life say i'm not a emo gal, but how come when i on9 i always emo?? wad d heck, I HATE MYSELF so freakin much!! always emo juz coz wad a person said, especialy him... how come wad dat person said can affect me so much? its juz like my feelins were controlled by him? he happy, i happy; he emo i oso emo... my temper ardy bad le, but he seem like.. worst den me??? haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i rili hate dis so much... I HATE BEIN EMOTIONAL!! i rili rili hope.. i can stop bein emotional n stay happy always.. even thou when i'm happy, i'l go abit crazy, but who cares i'm abit crazy? as long as i'm happy ok le... i hope i can STAY HAPPY n GO AWAY EMO!!
Scribbled by: ✖ Cc αĸα Ck ✖ セシリア ✖ @2:34 AM
Friday, March 13, 2009
haiz.. last week accompany my bro went hospital, n 2day its my turn 2 go hospital =.= 2day wake nia feel stomach pain n headache.. around 10am+ feel my rips pain n start 2 hv breathe prob.. cant breathe thru nose n nid 2 breathe thru mouth.. den around 11 tcher notice sumtin wrong wif me n ask me wad happen, i told her my prob, after dat i cant stand it n i started 2 cry.. my frens cal my mum 2 come fetch me go c doc.. after callin my mum, tcher ask my frens 2 brin me 2 PC room, dis is coz thrs a bed 4 me 2 rest while my mum come 2 skol.. but my breathin prob getin worst n i felt more n more hard 2 breathe T.T thrs 1 moment dat i tot i wil die coz dis breathin prob i had, coz my frens checked my pulse n said my pulse is very very fast den, i felt my legs like cramp or sumtin, cant feel my leg le.. i told my frens n they massage my foot 2 let blood go thru it.. not long after dat my mum reached n quickily drive me 2 c doc @ HUKM. doc asked nurse 2 check my heart beat n it shows nth wrong wif it, juz dat my heart beat is abit faster den normal.. coz i almost recovered dat time.. den doc said mayb i'm lack of vitamins, its juz like wad d previous doc said 2 me =.= dis time, my mum heard it herselves, so, she asked doc if she nid 2 buy any vitamins 4 me 2 eat or not.. but doc told her no nid, juz dat i nid 2 rest more n eat more =X around 2pm+ i reached home i str8 go slp.. doc said i nid rest more ma.. not i PIG hor~!! n now my breathin is bac 2 normal, juz dat my stomach stil feels pain.. had medicine not long ago.. time 2 go rest le, dats all 4 now ba..
Scribbled by: ✖ Cc αĸα Ck ✖ セシリア ✖ @9:48 PM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
my god.. after almost 1month bz-ing bcoz of dis sports day.. finaly i can rest now coz 2day is my skol's sports day!! =.= 2day around 5.30 wake le.. suppose 2 wake at 5 but i lazy n nvr wake on time =X once i reach skol.. i str8 run 2 my class which is on d 3rd floor.. dis is bcoz my team, blue hse's things were thr n d decoration hven finish >.< after bringin all d things 2 d hall whr my team is supposed 2 meet, i faster start sewing d things n gv away ribbons n hat my marchin members nid 2 wear.. after dat i run all d way bac 2 my class 2 get my bag n cal d 'papan boys n gals'.. when i came bac down 2 d hall, i notice dat i hven change my clothes n so.. i run bac up 2 3rd floor coz oni my class's door is opened =.= around 7.30.. d sports day starts, n its time 2 show wad v had prepared 4 d last few weeks.. i think my team members did their best? after marchin, i faster run n go change my pants coz i take part in 200m race.. i got 4th place in d race n i almost fell down =.= stupid field damn slipery sia n i oni diff abit wif d 3rd place!! hate myself coz no stamina 2 chiong at d end T.T but cant blame me oso.. my leg hurt since last week >.< after runin, i went 2 help my classmates coz my class got sell food.. half way sellin, i heard my fren Sarah fainted in d middle of d field i think she take part in 2 many races n nvr eat much in d mornin, not enuf energy ba? luckily not long after dat she woke.. wad i admire her most is dat, after she wake, she stil can take part in 4x100m race!! rili pro =.= if i were her i sure dun1 run ardy.. around 12, its time 2 gv prizes.. blue hse got overall 1st place^^ marchin we got 2nd, lose 2 red team.. well, 4 me i think its gud enuf coz i tot we lose 2 yellow team oso =X summore, i heard blue team nvr get 1st or 2nd long time le, so its gud enuf la^^ around 12.30, my mum came 2 fetch me n d sports day ends
Scribbled by: ✖ Cc αĸα Ck ✖ セシリア ✖ @7:40 PM
Saturday, March 07, 2009
2day went hospital.. dis time not i sick, is my bro.. he fell into d drain in front of my neighbour's (my uncle) hse.. d drain is very deep.. around 180cm+ deep? i fell into it oso b4, but hurt not so serious like my bro did.. after he fell down he came bac into hse n called me 2 help him clean his legs.. so i helped.. well.. i'm a ex-PBSM member ma.. dis kind of basic thing is ez 4 me.. but bcoz his wound is 2 deep.. my mum brought him 2 c doc at HUKM.. i went along wif them.. d doc checked his legs den ask nurse 2 clean his wounds again.. after cleanin it.. d nurse gav him injection n 'sew' his wound.. (duno hw 2 explain, anyhow la) when it was done, its around 2.30pm ardy.. we went 2 hospital since 11.45.. so long =.= after dat my mum drove us 2 bro n sis's skol (my ex-skol) coz bro hv exam.. cant absent or else 0marks 4 d paper.. when we reached skol.. sis scolded say she waited 4 so long n asked wad took us such long time.. den she saw bro's leg n gone speechless.. she asked wad happen 2 bro n i told her d whole incident.. while bro is hvin his exams.. sis, mum n i had our lunch at skol.. ate chee cheong fun coz other foods all sold out =.= well.. dis is bcoz dat time afternoon session almost finish their recess time.. around 5pm.. bro finished his exams n we go home..
Scribbled by: ✖ Cc αĸα Ck ✖ セシリア ✖ @6:00 PM
tired tired TIRED!! stupid skol life of mine!! HATE it so muchhh!! relationship among frens got prob.. bz wif my sports team.. fustrated wif my studies.. wanted 2 chat wif sum1 but.. my phone lost n sis dun let me use her phone ardy.. wad shud i do..?? rili feel like cryin sumtimes when i'm alone in room.. sumtimes even wanted 2 cry in d bus suddenly.. i ardy slp very early dis week.. but yet, I'M STIL TIRED!! hate it so much....
